Fairy World and Bigfoot
[00:00:00] Jeremiah: Hello, my fellow Terrestrials coming to you from an RV deep in the Carolina Mountains. Welcome to the What If They’re Wrong. Podcast. The podcast that wants you to question everything. Your reality is about to be shattered.
Hello and welcome to the What If the Wrong Podcast podcast that wants you to question everything. I’m joined today by April, and we’re gonna be talking about all the good stuff, Fairies, Bigfoot, ets, whatever else we can get our, uh, little Pauls on. So I’ll introduce her now. Hello, April. Hey,
[00:00:54] April: how are you?
[00:00:56] Jeremiah: I’m good. How are you?
[00:00:57] April: I’m happy to be here. .
[00:01:00] Jeremiah: Yes, I’m glad that you’re here and, uh, healthy and thank you for coming on the show and speaking with us. Absolutely. And we can, uh, talk about all your experiences and your journey and all that good stuff. Yeah.
[00:01:13] April: There’s lots to cover for sure.
[00:01:15] Jeremiah: What was your like aha moment or tipping point where you started getting into this, like quote unquote fringe stuff?
Oh, like fairies, UFOs, all that big.
[00:01:28] April: Um, I would say there was , so I was born like psychic medium, and I would say all the Claires, all the active Claires I was born on, is how I say it. So I, I would say there was a mix of already naturally being that way. Then I had stuffed it down for a long time through some childhood.
And then when my daughter died in 2012, that was kind of like my dark night of soul, like a major wake up call for me. I started going through all these, uh, you know, processes after that through my grieving journey and, I think the defining moment for me was in 2017. I had been, you know, I’d already lost my child.
I’d had a lot of death around me. I’d had illnesses, um, nasty, nasty narcissist li life, life experiences, um, and. In 2017, I had, I had already spent so many years trying to like, give the gift back. I was like, Fuck you, this is stupid. I don’t want any of this stuff. This is dumb. It’s ruining my life. And, and it was in that moment when I finally realized, no matter how much I tried to give it back, It wasn’t going anywhere.
And it was me. It was part of me, and I couldn’t get rid of it. Finally just decided, what’s the one thing I can do that’s different than what I’ve been doing? That was to embrace it. So, I was like, Okay, well here we go. So we’re gonna just embrace it. And I came out of the psychic closet, if you will, in 2017 and said, Well, okay, here’s.
And let’s see what happens and, and things have just gone on since then. Now I’m a, you know, I’m a psychic medium, which I’ve always been, but now I’m also a mentor and a life coach, and I specialize in grief, reconstruction, and toxic relationship recovery. And I also get to teach people how to hone in on their own abilities.
[00:03:20] Jeremiah: Yeah, that’s great cuz there is a lot of untapped potential out there and a lot of people don’t like seize their, I don’t know other way to say it, other than God-given gift, like mm-hmm. , I think everyone’s born on this planet with special gifts and abilities and um, unfortunately because of how society is, we don’t always get to tap into those.
So it’s good that you have the chance to. .
[00:03:45] April: Yeah. And, and you know, I didn’t come from a, a family, and I know a lot of people can relate to this. I, I was born as a psychic to shake up and, and break the conditioning, the ancestral conditioning into a family that had no other psychics and whatever. So I didn’t have training, I didn’t have mentors that could help me realize that these were things that these were talents or differences that stood out.
So I. You know, at a very young age, learned to shut my mouth because oh my God, they can’t see the dead people that I see. Oh my God, there’s a ferry talking to me. How come they don’t see it? You know what I mean? So like at that point, um, you know, you stuff it and you push it down and you repress all the stuff and, and you live your life silenced.
And that’s not. .
[00:04:33] Jeremiah: Yeah. It’s hard when you get into this kind of stuff and it seems to be easier recently, but mm-hmm. like in the past it was always like if you talked about aliens or UFOs or Bigfoot or Lochness Monster or whatever, you would be cast off as like a crazy person. Oh yeah. Tinfoil hat wear and Absolutely.
[00:04:53] April: And I was, I, I had spent my whole life in a, in a family, you know, for one, I was raised by drug dealers and prostitutes, so it’s not like we were all, you know, a balanced family anyway. But, uh, but you know, still regardless, they had all this conditioning and traditions and you sweep things under the rugs and you shush and don’t talk about it and whatever.
But even that, you know, I grew up being called crazy and you should be in a padded room and all this stuff. So I, I, I’d hear, I’d
[00:05:20] Jeremiah: heard it. . It does seem like it’s coming around and a lot more people are open to things outside of the quote unquote normal and mm-hmm. through my podcast even I notice like the amount of people that listen to it and tell me they like it and people at work that I never thought would be into this kind of stuff are like into other friends.
Friends. It’s awesome. .
[00:05:43] April: Yeah. Yay. I’m supporting.
[00:05:48] Jeremiah: and then you have like all these shows now coming out too that are like, um, you know, they deal with that stuff like Stranger Things was a huge hit and that deals with a lot of paranormal stuff and you have all these ghost hunting shows and vampire shows and yeah, so it really makes it
[00:06:05] April: easier.
I think it’s, I definitely think there’s been a shift, you know, like, uh, it’s, it’s more open and I think, um, it’s kind of like, you know, with me, I, I couldn’t, I didn’t have a choice. I had to come out about it and embrace it, and that’s kind of where the world is now. There’s no, you know, you can’t stuff it anymore when tried that
[00:06:25] Jeremiah: Yeah, for sure. And I’d always tell people like, be your true self. Be authentic. Um, it doesn’t matter what other people think of you in the long run, cuz at the end of the day, you have to go home and live with yourself. Mm-hmm. , if you’re out there being fake, then you gotta go home and you gotta answer for that to yourself and be like, miserable because you’re putting on this fake image.
[00:06:49] April: Exactly. And it’s heavy. It’s heavy to wear all those masks, they just layer on top of each other and it’s, it’s so heavy, it’s so exhaust.
[00:07:00] Jeremiah: So you had touched just a second on fairies and all that. Yeah. So let’s get into that and your dealings with that. So how did you come across the Faye world or the fairy world and how did they communicate with you and um, do you still communicate?
[00:07:18] April: Yeah, so I’m, I’m an open portal, if you will, like a channel. Um, but I call it portal because there’s like, no, it’s just this big opening. Um, and so I, I’m constantly in communication with all beings in all realms, all kinds of star beings, uh, aliens, big foot, like you name it, but fairies, um, my very first memory.
Of a fairy experience. I had, I was very little. I was about a year old in diapers and I still couldn’t talk, I couldn’t like form the words. Right. And I had. Uh, my mom had put me to bed. We were in this old, like single wide trailer I think at the time. Uh, I’m not even sure We were in Texas. I think we were my, we, we were either here or in Mississippi, I’m not sure.
Um, and, uh, she put me to bed and she was in the bathroom next door and I saw the hall light on, but my room was dark cuz I was going to bed. And, and she laid me next to this huge teddy bear that was bigger. It was much bigger than me, . I’m laying on my side with this big brown bear right next to me, uh, closer to the edge of the bed.
And this little tiny fairy crawls up the side of the bear and stands on top of it and looks at me and says my name. Flung the bear and went running and screaming out of the room. Of course, I couldn’t tell my mom what I was crying about cause I couldn’t even. You know, speak or get the words out.
And, uh, she just, you know, in the bathroom, she picks me up and she goes and puts me back in bed. And of course my mind’s like, Why the fuck are you taking me back in there? Like, you know, this just scares the shit outta me. But, you know, um, that was my very first memory of, of a fairy experience. And yes, I would, I still play with berries,
[00:09:14] Jeremiah: So as you grew older, um, Your dealings with the fairies? Uh, did they change? Yeah. Did they start like, giving you knowledge or talking to you? And
[00:09:26] April: I would say that every experience I’ve had with every being fairy, galactic, whatever it is, my guides, my angels, um, has definitely given me some wisdom, some insights, some knowledge.
Uh, there’s always lessons in it for sure, but it, it did change. What had happened was, you know, um, when I was five I think was the last time I. , another fairy experience that I could remember. But after that, I started to shut down my abilities and just kind of try to turn them off for as long as possible.
And granted, you know, there’s no way to turn ’em off. It is, it is who I am. So I could only kind of dampen them and just kind of ignore it. Um, so it wasn’t until like later in life when I started. Get back into, you know, in touch with those, with those abilities and those beings, the fairies. That doesn’t mean that they weren’t around.
They’re still there. It’s me that checks out, not them .
[00:10:23] Jeremiah: So, yeah, for the fairies and stuff, um, you always hear about the folklore, like the cute little fairies that you see in like Disney, and then there’s stories about them being more nasty looking, and then you have like the trickster ones and stuff like that.
So have you encountered different types of fairies or mm-hmm. , Has that all been like one.
[00:10:44] April: I would say I’ve had different experiences with different types. Um, I, I’ve never experienced anything that was like nasty. Um, I don’t really have that experience, but, uh, I would say they’re all. Very playful, if you will.
So maybe somebody would think that’s prank, Like some, I mean, playful, Yes. Pranksters. Mm. Yeah, I guess I, I guess it could be very similar as, as far as different sizes and, and things. Yeah. I’ve seen they’re like us, they come in different, a little bit different sizes. I’ve seen ’em. Three inches. I’ve seen ’em, like the size of a termite.
Um, I’ve seen them bounce around and take different like shape shift in front of me, um, and turn into like butterflies and then like floating bubbles and like all, like, I’ve seen them do all kinds of different stuff. So I would say, yeah, they come, they come a little different. Uh, like I guess like we.
[00:11:39] Jeremiah: and have, when you encounter these, is it just like one or have you had multiple at one time?
[00:11:46] April: Um, so I can go outside and I can look out and see multiple, um, but the one, the one on my earliest memory was one, the one when I was five was one. Um, other times I’ve had two or three at once. But I would say the most impactful experiences were just like with one or two at once.
[00:12:13] Jeremiah: Yeah, I was just wondering if they had like a whole, like society, I guess.
Oh, yeah. For like
[00:12:18] April: there’s a whole fairy, there’s a whole fairy clan for sure. . It’s right. Like I, I guess it is. I guess, uh, I guess just like any race, like they’re, you know, they have their own populations and their own different, you know, uh, societies or whatever. For sure. So, yeah. .
[00:12:37] Jeremiah: I don’t know if you’ve seen it, but there was a, uh, I think it was Disney, maybe it was, I don’t know, But a Fern
[00:12:44] April: Gully.
Oh, I love that movie. Have you ever seen that? Yes, of course I’ve seen it. Um, because I loved Robin Williams as the bat, as the fruit
[00:12:51] Jeremiah: bat. Yeah. I used to always love that as a kid, and like that was like my first, I guess, glimpse into the fairy world or fairies or whatever. Yeah. And. I like, I like the story of that movie.
And that was a pretty good one actually. It’s one of my favorites, I think. Yeah,
[00:13:08] April: it’s definitely a good one. It’s super cute. I agree with you on that one.
[00:13:12] Jeremiah: And then of course, you know fairies of like Tinker Bell and mm-hmm. , other little tales that they have. And I think I saw a anime, it was called like Secret Life of Area Yeti or something, and they were like living in the floorboards of this house and.
I guess they had interactions with the family and their cat and stuff like that. It was a pretty cool, pretty cool little anime that I saw. That sounds cute. Yeah, I think they were fairies. I, I could be wrong, I saw it years ago, but, um, I just remember liking that they were like super small and um, kind of living amongst people, but people had no clue they were.
[00:13:55] April: are, they are tiny for the most part. They’re, they stay small. Um, like I said, the one I, the first one, uh, when I was little, it was about two and a half, three inches tall. It looked like Tinkerbell. It was like, you know, it had the wings. Um, it was a, it was a female. She had long hair. I, and it was long, like, long down to her like ankle.
Her little tiny ankles, but still she was, she was real little. And yeah, you can tell when they’re around playing, being playful, they’ll move your stuff. They’ll, you know, I’ve gone in the kitchen and had stuff out and been home alone and like was getting ready to pro like prep stuff. And then I’ll go back and my silverware would be stacked on each other.
And I’m like, How the fuck did that happen? Like, just crazy, like playful stuff, you know, Nothing harmful. Just like, Hey, we’re here.
[00:14:42] Jeremiah: Yeah, I wonder if they have anything to do with like, you know how you put something in a drawer, you put something somewhere and then it just like disappears and you’re like, Where did that go?
What happened to that ?
[00:14:53] April: Yep. sometimes and then it
[00:14:56] Jeremiah: shows up. Yeah. Then it shows up like two weeks later when you’re not even looking for it,
[00:15:03] April: or you go to look for it in the spot that you had it. It’s not there, and then two weeks later it’s in that spot that you looked and that you knew you. And it’s like, Oh, okay, you little shit heads.
I know that was you, .
[00:15:17] Jeremiah: So what do you think it is about children and stuff and how they seem to be more apt to see them and interact with them, and then as you grow older, kind of like fades?
[00:15:29] April: Yeah, I would say it’s conditioning right? When we’re young, we don’t have so much of that in us yet. It hasn’t, we haven’t been brainwashed quite yet.
We, we’ve been too, We’re too little. To understand it all yet. So as we get older and we’re more conditioned and more traditionalized or whatever, um, limited and the ego really sets in, then we go to sleep in the other parts of us. Yeah. So that’s why I think children, animals are more open to, uh, what us adults are like, not.
[00:16:06] Jeremiah: Yeah, I think, I think that has something to do with it for sure. Uh, you kind of lose, I hate to use the word innocence, but you kind of lose that. Mm-hmm. imagination, that playfulness, that, uh, connection to the spirit world, so to speak. And, you know, you, you get bogged down with this world and things within it and responsibilities, and so you, it kind of fades out.
You know, you get conditioned by your parents and mm-hmm. school and everything that, you know, that stuff doesn’t exist and, and you’re just, uh, it’s just child
[00:16:42] April: stuff. And I think even, um, you know, when I, I can only say this based on my experience, but I’m sure others can relate to this. You know, I grew up with parents that when I was outside playing with fairies, who are you talking to?
There’s nothing. Like all the stuff. So like, yes, you’re very conditioned to get your head out of the clouds and keep your feet on the fucking ground. And, and most of it’s because they’re afraid. It has nothing to do with you at all. It’s just because the rest of the world’s too afraid to open the door that you’ve got the courage to step in, step into, you know?
And so I think for sure that that puts a, that puts a dim light out there for, uh, for the world, you know, when it could be so much.
[00:17:24] Jeremiah: Yeah, and I was talking to a ghost hunter and or like a ghost investigator and we were talking about children and ghosts and I was saying that it makes sense if like, and that’s just, just my theory is like, what if kids that have imaginary friends.
They’re not really imaginary. They’re actually like spirits of people who have passed on, or dead family members. But we just as grownups are like, Oh, it’s just their imaginary friend.
[00:17:53] April: Yeah. And so I would say that that’s most often true because usually when a kid has an imaginary friend, they’re able to see their spirit guide, or sometimes they have, uh, , an ancestor loved one that’s coming through, trying to get a message to ’em, um, because they’re open to seeing them.
And, and then we’ve got the rest of the world going, Oh, that’s not real. Stop talk, stop playing with, you know, your friend, whatever. But those are the things that we should be encouraging. And I think that you made a, a valid point earlier when you said the world is changing because now we want to. Those things and stop shaming people for being so gifted.
[00:18:30] Jeremiah: Halloween’s right around the corner and I just see like my whole neighborhood’s like decorated out and like, it’s usually not that much, but like everyone’s just like out with whatever. They’re just like, Yes, we’re gonna put on decorations and we’re gonna do this and that and the other, and stuff that I didn’t really witness before.
And uh, so it’s definitely interesting that there’s shifts and I think there’s different, this is my theory is like there’s different periods of time and we’re in a time where things are shifting and people are going to higher consciousness.
[00:19:06] April: Yes, I would say that humanity, they can either rise up or fall down.
And so I think the most of us wanna rise up, so I think that’s good.
[00:19:14] Jeremiah: Yeah, for sure. So what kind of, um, if you can share what kind of, uh, like lessons have the fairies like gave to you?
[00:19:23] April: I would say the number one or talk to you about, Yeah. I would say the number one thing is I call on the fairies the most when I’m struggling and I’m going through a lot of mental hardships, emotional struggles because fair.
As I mentioned before, are very playful. They don’t live in a same timeline like we do. They don’t have this heavy 3D experience like we do. So they’re all fun and games all the fucking time. Like I can’t wait to be a fairy, like seriously. But uh, so when I am going through my own struggles, I will reach out to fair’s most often to be like, Hey, help me lighten my mood cuz I’ve forgotten how to be play.
I’ve forgotten what my childlike spirit is. I need my inner child to come out. Maybe you need my more creativity, more play dates, whatever it is. Those are the things that I call on the fairies for
[00:20:11] Jeremiah: personally. Yeah. I think that’s important is like, um, trying to reconnect with nature and the spirit world and stuff like that.
And I’ve been trying to make it a point to take more walks. Just take walks outside and, you know, breathe in the air and just be in the moment of taking a walk. Especially if I get to go like hiking or whatever, I get to be in nature and just soak it all in. I think it’s important. Think it helps with your mental psyche
[00:20:42] April: too.
Well, I think so too. I mean, when you think about it, when we’re outside and we’re breathing in fresh air, And we’re around all the nature, like you said, once our respiratory system starts doing better, so does everything else in our body. I mean, it fuels all of us. So I, I think that, uh, I think that it’s important to connect also and tree spirits are out there.
There’s all kinds of fun stuff out there. We just gotta get out there and play .
[00:21:08] Jeremiah: And I think we talked about how if you like sit, uh, against a tree, it can like absorb your bad energy.
[00:21:16] April: Yep. Absolutely. You can get grounded grounding into the earth. And, um, yeah, there’s, it’s an actual like, practice, right? Um, once we start to, you know, talking about quantum fields and things like that, but grounding is really important.
Uh, it’s definitely an important practice that should probably be done every
[00:21:36] Jeremiah: day. Yeah. I try to make more of a point to like walk around outside without my shoes on. Yes. Shoes and socks on. Yes. And just be
[00:21:42] April: barefoot. Just barefoot and breathing in the air. Yeah. There’s so many practices you can do to ground yourself and it is so necessary.
[00:21:51] Jeremiah: Yeah, and I, there’s, I think there’s something to it for sure, cuz when I like get to put my feet in the grass or in the sand when I’m at the beach and stuff like that, just, I don’t. Maybe I’m crazy, but it has a different feeling than if I have shoes on. And
[00:22:07] April: yeah, I would say if you’re crazy, then that’s the kind of crazy I’d wanna be.
You know? Like if it makes you feel better and if it makes you feel more connected, well then sign me up for more of that. Like . Okay. .
[00:22:20] Jeremiah: Oh yeah, for sure. So have the fair. I know I asked like what they say to you and stuff, but have they like prevented anything from happening? Like kind of told you not to do something or pushed you in the right direction?
[00:22:35] April: I would say I not, uh, I would not say that they’ve given me messages like that per se. Well, that’s not true. All of my soul team has given me messages. So whether it be fairy galactic, Bigfoot, I channel Bigfoot every day. So whether it’s them, whether it’s my my guide, or my angels, or my dead grandma, it doesn’t matter.
Like I’m getting messages from all of them all the time. Um, but there’s not one that stands out in my mind that can, you know, that can say, Oh, here’s this, you know, here’s some reference where they stepped in. But I’ve had lots of experiences where I know my team has stepped in to save my ass.
[00:23:15] Jeremiah: Well, that’s definitely a positive.
Yeah. And since you brought it up, we’ll switch to Bigfoot now. Okay. Um, what’s your dealings or contact with Bigfoot and, uh, what do you think they’re doing? What are they doing out there and hiding and , stuff like that? Um,
[00:23:31] April: I don’t think they’re really hiding per se. Well, maybe, um, they’re, they’re more focused on just being, um, and they’re slow.
Trying to make connections with the humans that, that they know, um, will help them expand their beingness. And, and so we can all live harmoniously together without us trying to conquer, divide, and kill everything. Um, so they, they are only, most of the times when they’re being, when they’re sightings and things like that, or interactions, it’s only.
They’re in control. If, if you, if they don’t want you to see them, believe me, you won’t. Um, so it’s, it’s, they’re so much more advanced than we are so much more advanced. Um, so
[00:24:19] Jeremiah: yeah. And, uh, for big foot. If I was a big foot, I probably wouldn’t want to come in contact with most humans either because Right.
It’s like the first thing we want to do is, is kill. Kill. Yeah. Or capture.
[00:24:32] April: Yeah. Study. Dissect all the stuff and listen for, I get, I get the whole science behind it. You know, everybody wants to pull everything apart so we can understand it. However, there is another way you can understand something without tearing it.
That’s there. There are other ways to do it. And I think that’s what, I think that’s the kind of awareness that the Sasquatch people are trying to get us to mature to.
[00:24:58] Jeremiah: And you say you communicate with them daily. What kind of, Uh, Communications do
[00:25:03] April: you have? So I’ve, I’ve only recently started, I think since December.
I started really like channeling some galactic guides and my big foot team, um, I call them the elders. So they’re like the elders to me. And so they, you know, I, I channel only if I have specific questions. Most of the time I don’t have questions cuz I don’t give a shit. I’m just like, you’re doing your thing, I’m doing my thing, whatever.
Right. So, um, that’s just kind of where my oneness is. But if I have questions that come up, I will ask. And they’ve given me information like, um, they are not from this planet. They are genetically engineered and modified bings just like we are. They came from a plant called Mal Deck, which I never heard of that in my lifetime until they told me what.
Um, it was mal deck. It’s been destroyed. Now it’s like an asteroid belt between Jupiter and Mars or some shit like that. I don’t even know. , this is information that they told me and I’m like, Uh, what is Mal deck? That sounds like a dungeon and dragons thing. Like what? I thought I was making it up in my head.
Um, and then come to find out, it’s an actually a destroyed planet. So I was like, Oh, well, okay, so there’s that for validation. So I, I got information like that. There were. Just, I mean, I’ve had experiences, like actual physical experiences, um, over the years that at the time I didn’t necessarily know it was Bigfoot, and now I’m starting to have that understanding.
Um, and then there were other ones that I had that I definitely knew it was Bigfoot. Um, and so yeah, there’s, there’s lots of information. I did ask them recently this year, um, I had heard how people say that Bigfoot. Like really bad. They have this bad odor or stench. And so that’s where I was like, Okay, well I’ve had experiences with you and you didn’t smell bad to me.
Why? Why are they talking about this and what does that actually mean? And so when I asked them that, they said that, No, they’re not dirty animals or whatever, whatever. It’s not that simple . It’s because since they’re able to. Um, dematerialize and warp through realms. What happens is when they’re going, when they’re changing dimensions, um, there’s a chemical reaction that happens and it puts off this like sulfur smell or, or odor.
And I was like, Oh, that makes so much sense. I mean, I’m no scientist, but that actually made a shit sound of sense to me. So I don’t know. Lots of information I can get from them. I, you know, just, it’s kind of whenever I decide to tap in and ask.
[00:27:37] Jeremiah: Yeah, it’s funny you say that cuz uh, when I go hiking and stuff, there is a distinct smell that I associate with Bigfoot.
It’s like, I don’t smell it anywhere else, but there’s certain spots. I remember I went hiking out by, um, the mountains here in Carolina and there was one spot that smelled so bad and. Uh, my wife was like, there was people like walking past us cuz we were going like this way and they were coming this way or whatever.
And that smell and everyone’s just like, Oh, that smell or whatever. She’s just like, Oh, that’s just the big foot . People were like, What? . It, yeah, it’s uh, it’s definitely a distinct smell and that would make sense if they’re phasing in. Realms and that creates, that, that odor. Kind of like a, I don’t know what you would call it, like if you were getting beamed up or something.
[00:28:29] April: I didn’t, and like I said, you know, I’m not a scientist, so I don’t really understand the whole, you know, faster than the sounds and speed, speed of light and all this. I don’t get all that, so my brain doesn’t function like that. But they definitely let me know it was some chemical reaction that happens when they’re warping.
And I go, Oh, okay. I could, I could understand.
[00:28:49] Jeremiah: Yeah, so that was one question I was gonna ask is like, what do you think Bigfoot is? And so I’m assuming you think it’s just a interdimensional being, or you said it was from that planet?
[00:29:00] April: I guess they, I think they’re interdimensional for sure, but I also think they’re extraterrestrial in the sense that they’re not from here.
But to be fair, I also don’t think that we’re from here. So there’s
[00:29:11] Jeremiah: that. Yeah. I don’t think we’re from here either. Like originally. Yeah. Either that or were genetically manipulated
[00:29:19] April: and changed. Well, definitely, yeah. I think I, I think I agree with you on that and I only say that because when I’ve asked my galactic guides, they’ve given me very specific information about, you know, and I always knew, even when I was a little kid, I always knew that I wasn’t from here.
I knew I came here with a mission, I had a job to do, and I’ve always known that ever since I was very, Um, and in fact I was even angry and mad because you motherfuckers left me here and I’m pissed about it. . So,
[00:29:47] Jeremiah: so, yeah. Yeah. Cuz like, humans just don’t make any sense. Like if you look at all the other animals on the planet, like they’re built for this world and this, they’re whatever environment they’re in, but we have to have like shoes and clothes and Yeah.
[00:30:03] April: We are definitely not built for our surroundings at
[00:30:05] Jeremiah: all. Yeah. So to me, I. We were tampered with at some point along the way. And I think the missing link that they’re looking for, I don’t think they’ll ever find it because there was no missing link. We were just tampered
[00:30:20] April: with and yeah, it was like we were, um, what’s the word I’m looking for?
Genetically modified. Well, yeah, we were genetically modified, but I just mean we were like implanted just all of a. That’s, that’s the word I’m looking for. Just like, you know
[00:30:33] Jeremiah: what I mean? Yeah. I also heard this theory that we’re from Mars and that Mars used to have a bunch of life on it and they destroyed themselves.
And that’s why Mars is like barren now. But you can see remnants of like rivers and mountains and all that kind of stuff is, and there’s a, I think it’s called circadian rhythm and it’s like our, uh, sleep cycle or our. You know, body cycle, our humans circadian rhythm matches the orbit of Mars more than it matches Earth.
[00:31:10] April: heard that honesty does not shock me. Like I hear that and I go, It’s totally believable to me. Makes, Yeah, like I go, Mm, okay, well my body doesn’t resist that.
[00:31:18] Jeremiah: So Fair is strains we’re very various strange creatures and. . Um, we also live out of balance with nature too, where a lot of other species, well pretty much every other species lives in balance, where you have like the hunters and the hunted and they don’t over hunt, they don’t over fish, they don’t, you know what I mean?
So it’s like weird that we just we’re destroying the planet. I mean, there’s no other way
[00:31:44] April: around it. Yeah, I, and I would say, you know, luckily for us, these planets aren’t going anywhere anytime soon. Uh, so we, I think that’s, that’s why these shifts and these big awakenings are important. So we can learn to love the planet as we love ourselves and learn to love ourselves more.
And I think that’s gonna be what, what changes everything.
[00:32:07] Jeremiah: And then there’s another theory. Of the Astro Belt that they believe it was another planet. Mm-hmm. that got exploded. Yeah. And that’s what created that. So it would definitely tie into that Bigfoot story of, Of Malden, them being from
[00:32:21] April: that. Yeah. It was so crazy how that even happened.
How I even got the information because I didn’t realize, okay, well that’s not true. Until 2020. I didn’t realize I was channeling big. I didn’t know that. Um, it wasn’t until the summer of 2020 that it was a definitive moment of, Oh, that’s Bigfoot, and you’re always around. Holy shit. I just realized that like, um, so since then it’s, you know, there’s been this, uh, beautiful relationship forming because now I have the awareness.
Um, and so when I got that information and I asked, Well, where are y’all from? And they said, Mal deck. I was like, What? That sounds so stupid. Like it sounds so made up bullshit, right? Like cuz that, you know, my ego gets in the way too, believe me. And then I was like asking a friend, I think it was Dr. Lisa Thompson actually, and I was like, Hey, um, I asked her and one of my other best friends.
Kelly and I was like, Hey, I just heard this from my Bigfoot people. Do you know anything about it? Like, what is, what are they talking about? Sure enough, she sent me this information and I was like, Oh, oh my goodness, they’re right. Like it totally validated everything they said, cuz you know, I didn’t know anything about that.
I’d never heard about it, ever. . I would say I had one that was very significant in 2013. However, at the time I was not convinced that’s what it was, yet. It wasn’t until later that I realized that’s what it was. Um, and then I had one in 2020. So I’ll start with the first one that this was the first experience that I was aware.
that I had an experience with them without realizing that’s what was going on. So I was going through a terrible relationship. I was dating a narcissist, abusive guy, super bad alcoholic, stabbed me with a knife, all kinds of stuff, right? And I lived in this house in Lago Vista on Brewer Street. It was a house up on stilts, so it was like a one bedroom apartment upstairs.
And then the downstair. Was attached, but you had to go outside and down the stairs to get to it. So it wasn’t like, Does that make sense? Yeah. Yeah. So, and um, downstairs we just had our washer and dryer and like some storage and like the guy was dating just kind of made it like a hangout space. And then upstairs we did our bedroom, the kitchen, and then my son’s bedroom.
Was the only other bedroom and a bathroom, right? And we had these French doors that went out onto the balcony. Anyway, long story short, I had this little dog named Chloe. She was a din and she laid on the, the edge of my bed right at my feet. Uh, the guy I was dating was in a drunk rage and had gone downstairs and passed out drunk downstairs in the room.
You have to go outside, go down the flight of stairs and then go in through the other doors. So he was down there, passed out drunk, whatever, and it’s like midnight maybe. And I’m laying on the bed. My son’s in his room asleep, door closed cuz he’s got school the next day. And I’m laying at, I’m laying on the bed with the dog and my.
This tiny little Tootsie roll. Duckin gets ferocious like a pit bull all of a sudden. And she’s like, Brad, blah, blah, blah, blah. Right? She’s freaking out. I sat up in my bed and I was like, What is going on? Could look through the front door cuz it’s all glass and some something. Bangs on it like hard, like almost like the cops beating down your door.
Boom, boom, boom. And I’m looking through it and there’s no one. But they’re beating on my door. And I’m like, What the fuck? So I thought my, I’m, I’m thinking maybe Clayton came up the stairs and he crouched down and he’s beating on the door just trying to be a, an idiot. I didn’t know what he was doing.
Like, I was like, What is going on? So I fling open the door and I’m furious cuz I think somebody’s pranking me, right? And I’m like, flinging, open the door and I flip on the porch light. and I’m standing right there looking at the stairs that go down right in front of me. And this big thing, whatever it was, is running down the stairs right in front of me.
But there’s nothing there. , nothing there. So at this point I’m like, What the hell? So I’m like calling for the guy downstairs, I’m screaming his name, get up, and he comes out and he’s stumbling around drunk still. Like he just was like, What the fuck is going on? So he’s standing at the, down at the bottom of the stairs.
I’m standing at the top of the stairs and this thing had already come underneath the stairs and was standing there growling. So there’s nothing there. It’s completely invisible. And it’s like, Ra like just growling at me because you know, he’s afraid or whatever, whatever. So the guy came out and he’s like, What’s that noise?
And it was so loud and I was like, I don’t know, can you hear that? And he’s so, we’re like screaming at each other back and forth over this stair staircase and the things right in between us, underneath growling at us. So after a while, it stop. It got quiet and he was like, What happened? And I’m like, I don’t know what happened.
I don’t know what that was. And I remember like, my kid knew about it, you know, the whole commotion. Um, we told him what happened, all the stuff. And at the time I wasn’t really sure what had happened. I lived a very. fear-based life. I lived around a lot of Christians and lds and a lot of people that liked to, um, control me with the Bible.
I’ll just say that. Um, and so in that world, if you don’t know something, it’s just demonic. It’s just satanic and it’s just demonic, right? We don’t understand it. So let’s just call it demonic. So at the time I was like, maybe it was a demonn. I don’t fucking know what it was cuz I didn’t have any answers.
It wasn’t until few, few, few years later that they were like, Ha ha, remember that time you called me a demonn? And I was like, What? That was you . So that’s how I found out . And so I was like, Oh my God. Like it took a while and sometimes that happens. Um, I actually called the cops on my angel one time because in the moment our egos flip out because stretching through our comfort zones is fucking scary territory.
And so sometimes it takes a while before you calm down enough to like hear, oh, here’s the truth, This is what really happened. And so that was the first experience I had that kind of shook me. Um, my next experience in 2020 wasn’t anything. . So do, do you want me to share that one also? Yeah, definitely. So in 2020, I was staying in an RV out in Liberty Hill on this property.
Uh, it was like four acres and, um, The owners. There was a little house on the property and I was in the rv. The owners were never there. They were always in Austin and they had a little portable washer washing machine on their porch. Totally hfi, right? I mean, this is Texas, out in the country, whatever. So totally hfi and I would go throw my clothes in their laundry machine on the porch and then hang, dry them on the line, right?
So here it is. I spent lots and lots of time out there by myself. Um, I loved. Not a neighbor. The, the neighbors are very far apart, like, you know, a mile or more in between or whatever. And, um, and so I’m out there and I sat outside a lot playing with fairies and, and, uh, seeing all the activity, uh, through all the different realms going on.
And one night I was out there, it was a Friday night. Um, this, I, I wanna say this was July of 2020. It was a Friday night, and I picked up on a big foot and I was like, I’ve got a big foot here. And that time I was like very aware of it. I was like, I just knew without a doubt, like this is a big foot. Then I was like, Okay.
And they were hanging out, studying me, doing all this stuff. So, I was like, All right, well cool. Um, if you’re a big foot, then I need some undeniable sign. that that’s what you are. Because in that space, I still needed proof. I need a sign, I need eight signs, I need 10 signs, whatever the fuck it is, right?
You get, you get to ask. I was like, I need some undeniable thing that you’re a big foot I need to know. Needed that kind of validation. Sure enough, that’s a Friday night I go to bed and by Monday morning I had to. Go run some errands in town. It was really, really windy that day.
Like really whippy winds like enough to rock the RV and blow my hair all over my face and all this stuff. It was very annoying actually. And so, uh, I go in, run my errands and I come back and I put my stuff up in the trailer. Um, from, you know, when I ran my errands, I was putting everything up and I decided to go over on the porch and pull my clothes out of the.
and go to ha like line dry them. But when I approached the porch, and again, nobody’s there, like it’s just me out there, there is this hand woven grass, like halo crown just laying there. If I had not picked it up in that split second, it would’ve flown off and fallen apart cuz it was only hand woven.
And I was like, Oh my God, this is the sign. Grabbed it and I was very careful with it because it would’ve easily come, come apart. Went inside and I laid it on a box cuz I was moving at the time. So there was all these boxes in my rv and so I laid it on a box and I took a picture of it.
Um, and then I put it back outside and re-gifted it. I was like, Thank you so much. You validated everything I needed to know and I re-gifted it. So that’s what I did. And I still have a picture of that. I actually sent you that picture. Yes, yes. Um, and so you’ve seen it. Yes. And it’s very intricate, detailed, hand woven that there no way with the winds the way they were, that it.
Flown over. Nobody else was there, like all the stuff. And it would’ve completely fellen apart cuz of the way it was woven. So, And you got to see that picture, so Yeah.
[00:42:40] Jeremiah: Yeah. It kind of looked like a, what you would picture a lord of the rings. Yeah. Crown.
[00:42:45] April: It’s like just a little grass halo. Yeah. It was very interesting, but it was very sweet.
[00:42:50] Jeremiah: gave you the proof that you needed. It did
[00:42:53] April: that day. Yeah. It, it for, for me at the time, at the time, in my own journey, I still needed that kind of validation. And there’s times that depending on what’s going on in my life, I still need validation, right? Like, we’re always in charge. What I say goes, This is my house, these are my roles.
I interact with who I want to interact with, and. Just like, you know, just like our human lives, we decide who comes and goes, right? It’s no different in the spirit world or, or the other side. It’s no different. So, um, when we need validation, we get to ask for it, and we get to receive it, and that’s what I needed at that time.
And, and that’s what I got.
[00:43:27] Jeremiah: I interviewed her, I don’t know if you’ve heard of her, but, uh, Sue Walker, she also communicates with, uh, ET and Bigfoot. So I had her on the show and she was talking about her dealings with them and she said that the um, the Bigfoot are actually like really peaceful and like so peaceful and they, they don’t really want us to bother them.
At the same time they don’t wanna bother her. Us. It’s kind of like, you know, you do your thing, we’ll do
[00:43:55] April: ours. Yeah. And that’s exactly what my experience is with them too. It’s like I said, it’s that oneness, right? Like most of the time I don’t ask questions cuz I don’t give a shit what other beings are doing cuz they’re doing their thing and I’m doing.
So it’s like, it’s like if you, if you see a neighbor walking down the street and you’re like, or not a neighbor, you just see a stranger walking down the street in your neighborhood. You’re not gonna run out and be like, What the fuck are you doing? Who are you? Who are you? Where’d you come from? Nobody cares.
They’re doing their thing. You don’t give a shit. Right? So typically you wouldn’t go run up and ask them, Why are you here? What are you doing? They’re just minding their own business, walking down the street. So that’s kind of how my, my experiences with, you know, Bigfoot and Lactics and fairies. They’re on a mission and so I, and sometimes, you know, uh, we help each other out and that’s all there is to it.
So I would say that I would agree with her and no, I’ve never heard
[00:44:42] Jeremiah: of her. Yeah, I’ll have to send you her information cuz I think you would like it as well.
[00:44:46] April: Yeah, I would love to check her out. Um, and it’s, and it goes to, you know, in 2013 when I had that experience and it was banging on my door and growling at me.
Listen, Bigfoot are only aggressive if they feel they have to protect themselves, which is very rare that they ever have to enter that energy. But in that moment I flung open the door, very aggressive. I’m screaming and flailing and doing all this stuff cuz I’m scared to. And so it felt like it had to growl and protect itself.
So in that moment when you really look at what was going on, that wouldn’t have happened had I been a little more, you know, peaceful about the situation. But given the circumstances, it was what it
[00:45:26] Jeremiah: was. Yeah. And I also interviewed a guy who was out with his friend in the woods and. Think they got a little too close to the Bigfoot territory and the big foot like threw a, a stick at them or something, or a rock or something.
And he could tell that It wasn’t like trying to hit him or hurt him. It was just kind of trying to scare him, saying like, Get
[00:45:47] April: him outta here. Get outta here. Yeah. Yeah. And I, I would, I, that resonates for me. I go, Yes, that makes sense. Cause I don’t think that there, in my own experiences, I’ve never felt threatened or like they wanna hurt us ever, ever.
And playful. Yes. I had a, I actually had another experience with a Big Foot just a couple weeks ago this happened. It was a teenager, Big Foot. He’s not one of the normal ones that I talk to. Um, and he capped my arm in the same spot for 11 hours straight. And I. He came to me by means. So I happened to be personal friends with Kione Lass.
He wrote, he wrote The Sasquatch people, he wrote that book. Um, and also the Psychic Sasquatch. And so, um, Kione and I had become friends this year actually. Uh, a few months ago, and I asked him, I said, Hey, any chance that there’s this teenager big foot that hangs out with you? And he said, Yeah, actually, there’s two of them.
They’re twins. And he tells me all this stuff. And I was like, Oh, oh, that’s who this is. So they’re very playful. He was like a teenager energy. He wanted to just. Played with me and fuck with me and all this stuff. And he wasn’t hurting me. He wasn’t bothering me. He was just like, I’m here and I know you now because you’re friends with my friend.
And, and that’s how that happened. So it was an interesting story the way that unfolded
[00:47:05] Jeremiah: with most, you know, young adolescents. You’re kind of like, In that curious phase and that exploring phase and trying to figure out who you are in comparison to what’s around you. And so it would make sense that they are just trying to, you know, be a little playful and you.
Lets you know they’re there and , And that’s exactly
[00:47:28] April: what he was, Luckily that what he was doing, he was like, I’m here because they, they, Bigfoot have their tre of humans too, that they get to interact with peacefully and, and, and we help collectively bring in the togetherness and the awareness, right? And so he’s just like, I’m here now.
You’re on my radar, .
[00:47:47] Jeremiah: Galactic Federation, you’ve spoke of it a couple times. What does that entail and who, uh, communicates with you from that? From.
[00:47:56] April: Um, I have been in com communication with different types of star beings. Um, I would say I’ve probably been in communication the most with a, uh, these blue, they’re blue light beings, and they’re called Syrians.
I would say I’ve been in touch with play aliens, Uh, maybe some ocs, but, uh, mostly it’s been the Syrians for me. Um, but there again, I’m, I’m, I’m kind of an open book, so it. You know, whoever wants to talk, I’m here and, and they know it. So it really, I’m kind of open to it all. Um, I would say the Galactic Federation is, uh, it, it’s, it’s composed of, uh, a few from several different, uh, galactic seeds that come together, um, for the, for the wellbeing of humanity.
Um, so that’s, that’s my, my take.
[00:48:47] Jeremiah: Yeah, that’s like a, I’ve heard of it as like a council. Mm-hmm. and it’s kind of like they kind of regulate what goes on here on earth and what comes in and out. Yes. They try to make sure that they
[00:48:59] April: try to refer anything. I would say they try to referee, Yeah. Yeah. I would say they try to make sure that we are here to do our best.
Um, and that nothing gets in the way of that.
[00:49:11] Jeremiah: So there is, uh, not all the time, but I hear sometimes there’s like a correlation between UFO activity and big. Do you know anything
[00:49:20] April: about? Yeah, so I actually that’s a great question. I actually asked that question myself. So cuz I don’t ask very many questions, but then when something peaks my interest, I’m like, All right, I’m gonna ask about this.
This is the question that, this is what they answered when I asked Bigfoot. Um, well actually I didn’t ask Bigfoot, I actually asked the Syrians, I said, What is the connection? What is Bigfoot doing? And their answer was, Um, the way they explained it to me was Bigfoot is a scientist that can work between, between the worlds and since the Arturians and plaids and other beings can’t, their bodies can’t withstand this, uh, this environment for very long.
So what happens is the Bigfoot can, and so they send them to do testings of the soils, testing of the planet, monitor our behaviors and our growth. They’re like, They’re like pets, but without the derogatory sense of a pet because there’s no ownership. It’s more like they’re helping us, um, manage the planet and the, and the humans on it.
And they’re like scientists. They come take all the samples and do all the stuff, and, and so they’re the kind of the go between. So that’s the answer they gave. Yeah. They’re like the contractors. Yes. , Yes. That’s, that’s a great way to.
[00:50:39] Jeremiah: So what other things are you into for your own personal stuff? You said you run a like self-healing thing.
[00:50:48] April: Yeah. So, um, I’m a psychic medium, so people usually, if they’re interested in working with me most often, they’ll book a reading if they want psychic, uh, mediumship services. Um, and then I’m also a mentor and a coach, so I help people overcome grief, grief, tr grief, reconstruction, and toxic relationships, and learn how to empower themselves.
And then I also help people learn how to tap into their own abilities and discipline their own.
[00:51:15] Jeremiah: And if anyone wants to get ahold of you or find you, uh, where can they do that?
[00:51:20] April: Yeah, so, um, you could, you could look up my website, which is ex sodium healing.com, and I can also be found on Facebook. I have a business page also called Ex Sodium Healings, and uh, my personal Facebook is April
[00:51:34] Jeremiah: De Mill.
Sounds good, and I’ll make sure to put all your links in the, uh, description. So if anyone is interested, definitely uh, hit April up here. She’s super nice lady and she’ll help you get through whatever uh, you’re gonna do. Yeah, definitely. Thank you for coming on, speaking with us about fairies and Bigfoot and the Galactic Federation and all that good stuff that
[00:51:59] April: I love.
It’s all the fun stuff For sure, and thank you for having me. I, I like that we got to do this and I know I’ll get to see you again .
[00:52:08] Jeremiah: Yes, for sure. Definitely. I like to keep friendships. That’s one good thing about podcasting and stuff is like you get friendships. You can have more than one talk. It’s not like a one and done deal, so, Absolutely.
For sure. Uh, we’ll talk again. Yes.
[00:52:24] April: I love that.